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FATIMA (Deluxe)

by Farah Elle

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1.
Silk 04:13
Arabic Acapella Intro: ‘Farewell Shabliye’ motif by Fairuz Every now and then I’ll have forgotten it, but I know it’s in me At peace is all I’ve ever wanted then it hits me and it’s so hard to be This cloak and all of it’s darkness, it carries me How it feels when it’s so haunted, it makes it hard to see what’s going on beneath When it oh it hits me, when it oh it hits me and makes hard to be and it oh it hits me. When it oh it hits me and makes it hard to breathe This veil of silk what could be wrong with it? It’s nothing but serene My eyes are how you’d recognize me because all that matters is my identity But what if I can’t see? And what if I find it hard to carry on being me? And what if this could be? The only gate that welcomes every single part of me Chorus: Oooooooooh. When it oh it hits me and it. How far could we go with all our profit? Hoping that no one would see Take me and take away our problems and then maybe we can head out to see What if this could be? A solution to removing the veil that’s wearing me All of a sudden I see, that there’s an ocean in the desert and its waiting for me Ooooh When it oh it hits me and makes it hard to breathe.
2.
Im just gonna borrow tomorrow’s happiness So that I can’t guess what the next thing is And I won’t sweat Wallow in, swallow all my pride Because I won’t hide Or create a disguise No I won’t hide Can we play it by ear? if we play it by ear, then the good will hear it And the plan it won’t interfere the dream The dream’s so crystal clear and tell nobody while it grows No I won’t tell nobody while it grows V2: Empty but open are my eyes Because I tried to lie And no I can’t deny This feeling it’s bursting through the ceiling How we can’t go wrong If we play it by ear, can we play it by ear, can we? Can we play it by ear, if we play it by ear, then we Can we play it by ear, if we play it by ear, can we? If we play it by ear, can we play it by ear, then we I do this to remove it from my bones To remove it, yes I do this to remove it from my bones To remove it. I do this to remove it from my bones To remove it. Yes I do this to remove it from my bones, to remove it There’s too many connections! Can we play it by ear? if we play it by ear, then the good will hear it And the plan it won’t interfere the dream The dream’s so crystal clear and tell nobody while it grows No I won’t tell nobody while it grows Can we play it by ear? if we play it by ear, then the good will hear it And the plan it won’t interfere the dream The dream’s so crystal clear and tell nobody while it grows No I won’t tell nobody while it grows
3.
Curfew 04:27
Better get it in before curfew Better let it out before they stop you Don’t let the pacifier silence you Don’t let their tired eyes tire you Sweat it out till the morning meets you Let it out until the sunny skies greet you Better not get caught flying through All the thoughts I’ve got about you I’m working on a timetable I’m working on a tight curfew I’m working on a strict schedule for you Arabic: Enna oohibbek tool’l heyeah, yeahh habeebi esme7u hehh (Translation: I'll love you for your whole life, my love, listen) Bursting with youth, I find you Feeding them truth, I’ll hide you From all that’s new so I can guide you Use your whole voice, so kind to Contemplate life, now it’s time to Write your own rules & let the love find you Let the love come find you Let the love come find you Let the love come find you Let the love come find you Let the love come Arabic: Ennd oohibbek min’l heyeah, yeahh habeebi, esmehh hehh (Translation: I'll love you for your whole life, my love, listen)
4.
Howl 02:44
All this time, been realizing old horizons on them I’ve been Focused on the heat of the moment, meanwhile you’ve been on my mind been Roaming ‘round I heard that sound and now at night I’m hearing sirens Simple how my feelings found their way back through you’re undecided Lalalala Thinking now, ignore your vow and nourish my own tired anguish Using language see how I’ve been diligently speaking and how I’ve been Coping/mechanisms rule out any challenges I’ve been facing Magnets are an unusual force that once the force vibrates it’s wiring Can’t ignore the magnetic force, so natural and completely blinding Lalalala They see me calling And I will howl at the moon Trying to find you
5.
Lunar 04:00
Throw your insults Hard like rocks Blow my own whistle So that I don’t stop Your words run through me Like boulders, block Me from doing what I want The power of your words won’t surely rot My soul away, why won’t you stop? Vocabulary grown like crops I feel them in me even after you stop I take an awful lot of heat off your hot rocks Take the weight off your shoulders when you wanna stop Carry it proud like a boulder block That I made out of all my thoughts Carry it proud like a boulder block That I made out of all my thoughts There’s an awful lot of heat coming off your hot rocks Take the weight off your shoulders when you wanna stop The moon looks so sinister tonight It’s looking down on me What fills the gaps inside? I’ve always found warmth, in stern eyes. In stern eyes. My heart slows down and my stomach gets fuller These days the moon holds such a huge colour Them stern eyes, them stern eyes On a starry night I’m like a siren Coming at you like a siren (x6) I take an awful lot of heat off your hot rocks Take the weight off your shoulders when you wanna stop Carry it proud like a boulder block That I made out of all my thoughts Carry it proud like a boulder block That I made out of all my thoughts There’s an awful lot of heat coming off your hot rocks Take the weight off your shoulders when you wanna stop My heart slows down and my stomach gets fuller. These days the moon holds such a huge co
6.
Sunblock 03:04
There’s a lot of hot sand on the ocean floor I’m still tryna hoover up the shore Is it true that you want it more? Is it true that? Imma line up all the face where we can’t ignore Our bodies telling us that we want more They danced all day & at night they did more Have you got your sunblock on? ‘Coz I can help you wash it off Have you got your sunblock on? Focus on the shards of glass on the wooden floor Looking for the right way to tell them more About my seasonal uproars The people they don’t know what it is that they’re asking for All that matters is that they want more So I turned up the volume and said no more, I said no more Have you got your sunblock on? ‘Coz I can help you wash it off Have you got your sunblock on? I can help you I can help you OoOoOoOoh
7.
Holiday 02:44
Sitting on a marble arch like a model on display Like a magpie on a summer’s day, I salute you all the way I really think that things get better if maybe we went on a holiday When you don’t want to hold onto love, wanna throw it all away Let’s go on a holiday So delicate, my heart has felt The rumours, begin to spread So delicate, my heart has felt The rumours, abandon ship You ruined love for me You ruined trust for me You showed me nobody (like you) Will ever stand by me Will ever stand by me You ruined love for me You ruined trust for me You showed me nobody (like you) Will ever stand by me Will ever stand by me So let’s go on a holiday Oohhhhhh
8.
Rajeen 02:28
Rajeen (ode to Fairuz song) Rajeen, rajeen (Translation: we are returning) Yeh zahrat al-masakeen (the flowers of your suffering) Rajeen yeh how wah neh (we are returning through the air) Alla nar il-how wah (through the fire and the air) Alla nar il-how wah Rajeen (we are returning) What’s lurking in the woods Only knows how to be good When it’s inside the trees But once the secret’s out There’ll be uproar that’s no doubt Come & find out what I mean What’s certain and I should Mention no terms conditions Only belief Come with me I know better Then the lonely souls that settle On a future that’s no better All the nutrients I fed her Rajeen, rajeen, rajeen Yeh zahrat al-masakeen Rajeen yeh how wah neh Alla nar il-how wah Alla nar il-how wah Rajeen
9.
Alien 02:35
Because I feel like an alien sometimes The way I float throughout the ambience of time And space that I can call my own is hard to find The people hide away from thoughts I can’t deny Somewhere in the forest, I can see an opening for all this Hoping I’ll accomplish all the promises I make But all I see are florists In this concrete jungle where I flourish Hoping I’ll accomplish all the promises I make Fake flowers will never die Even if they do, at least we’ve tried Fake flowers will never die Even if they do, at least we’ve tried Because I feel like an alien sometimes The way I float throughout the ambience of time And space that I can call my own is hard to find The people hide away from thoughts they can't deny See you’re haunting me like a Ouija board That I never closed and I can’t ignore Now we shed our leaves and new trees are born But I can never leave on an open door See you’re haunting me like a Ouija board That I never closed and I can’t ignore Now we shed our leaves and new trees are born But I can never leave on an open door Because I feel like an alien all of the time The way I float throughout the ambience of time And space that I can call my own is hard to find The people hide away from thoughts they can’t deny Somewhere in the forest / jungle where I flourish Ouija board motif
10.
Crybaby 03:06
Piano I’ve been dying to play you See I know why you look so blue Everytime I try disobey you You make me want to live on the moon I wanna know and soon, I wanna know and soon. Once I did confide in and praise you But now I can’t help but land in the groove & then it hits a nerve It hits a nerve I know that we love the drama He’s just gonna have another Instruments to help us bother With the daily tasks encountered Why can’t I enjoy the party? Wonder when it even started Since the moment the train departed Why did I cause such a fuss?! Weh weh weh, weh weh weh, weh weh weh (x2) Think of the children! My baby is a crybaby He’s a crybaby She’s a crybaby Weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh mama Weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh Weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh weh
11.
Laundry 04:58
Home and my laundry’s done I’ll be coming home when my laundry’s done Only in yours eyes Does it finally feel so right My baby calls me all the time No not only in the night Only in your arms Can nothing do me any harm Coz baby only in your eyes Does it finally feel so right Home and my laundry’s done I’ll be coming home when my laundry’s done Blowing in the Breeze Fill my heart with ease Only in yours eyes Does it finally feel so right My baby calls me all the time No, not only in the night Only in your arms Can nothing do me any harm Coz baby only in your eyes Does it finally feel so right
12.
Desert 05:30
There’s an island I call it “the star" It’s where you’ll find it It’s calling me far Can’t deny it I’m calling you, mom Won’t conspire it Believe that it’s calm In the desert, it’s calm In the desert, it’s calm Water water wash away Water water wash away There’s a fire that’s burning my lungs I’m relying on universe now I’m so tiring to be with right now Take me far away from all of the crowd Water water wash away Be with water every day Water water wash away So I will try to be with water every day In the desert, it’s calm In the desert, it’s calm There’s an island, I call it the stars I’m relying on universe now I’m so tiring to be with right now Take me far away from all of the crowd Out to the desert! Water water wash away (out to the desert!) Be with water every day (out to the desert, at dawn) Water water wash away (out to the desert) So I will try to be with water every day Out to the Desert!

about

On Fatima, Farah Elle’s powerful cadence is a commanding force amongst the instantly captivating cinematic soundscapes. She makes timeless music with a modern edge, reminiscent of Tori Amos, Kate Bush, Kimbra and Aṣa.

The album’s focus track ‘Silk’ has gained almost cult status in Irish music circles, but this is the first time it will be available to stream across DSPs and buy online. That the song’s subject matter is so timely, even years after she penned it, is another a reminder that we still have a lot work to do in creating a world where we can speak openly about identity, religion and human rights.

“I was 19 when I wrote Silk, after my family was recovering from a particularly difficult two years post Libyan revolution,” says Farah. “We were all struggling with our mental health and had such strong feelings of displacement, trying to assign ourselves to some form of identity. The truth is that every person knows what it’s like to struggle with wearing a “veil” - some more than others. The truth is that we are all so much more than where we come from and the cultures we grew up in.

“More than anything, the song is an emotional response to the ways that oppression and colonisation have affected our internal states as people. How we all behave as if we are so divided at times, how controlled and fearful we became of each other and our true nature - and how this applies cross-culturally to all faiths and people of this world. Our violent behaviour is not a reflection of who we actually are by essence. For this knowledge, I am so grateful. For my faith, which keeps me going and helps me structure my self-belief and my intuition while choosing to not be oppressed by it. My open hearted spirituality and celebration of how the culture clashes are what brought me to where I am. Music is a beautiful space within all of the chaos, and it continuously gives me a sanctuary to reside in when I need it.”

On Fatima, named after her mother, Farah explores themes of displacement, identity and culture as well as celebrating nature, love and friendship on an album that Farah describes as a “coming of age record,” one across which she hears herself “unfolding in the songs.”
“I’m not even the same person I was when I begun writing this album, which is probably why I’m so fricken excited to set it free. It represents a lot of lessons I learned in the past, nursing intergenerational wounds and all that deep shit – it’s a gift to share those lessons with other people with the dream of positively making a difference to them. Today, I’m so focused on building my present and future based on all the valuable things I’ve learned along the way.”

Farah’s devotion to music developed at an early age. Watching her older siblings playing together, she was inspired to pick up a guitar and experiment unselfconsciously. Soon after, she penned poetry, singing her words to a piano accompaniment. These moments of self-taught musical expression were hugely cathartic for her. Sitting at the piano gave Farah a space to examine pivotal moments in her life with an unfiltered defiance across her delivery: “I do this to remove it from my bones,” she sings on ‘Play It By Ear.’

The album takes the listener through the breadth of Farah’s talent, from her smoky whisper on ‘Curfew’ to the stunning vocal highs of ‘Howl.’ Her piano playing can be delicate, like something out of a music box, on ‘Lunar,’ or as powerful as it is on the fiery ‘Rajeen.’

Songs like Lunar and Sunblock are direct salutes to the Moon and the Sun, how nature plays such a huge role in her life. “We sometimes take it for granted, but hey, we’re human,” she says.

“Hey look, I know that FATIMA is not an album of “club bangers” (or maybe it is). One thing I do know though, is that these songs have allowed me to express myself, unfiltered, during a period where I really needed the chance to do that. If any person gets any kind of release from hearing these expressions, then my work here is done. I just want people to know that they are being understood.

“Most of the tracks are about my family and friends. They are songs from my heart to theirs. Naming the album after our mother only seemed fitting, I needed to honour her and all that she sacrificed for us, her community and the world. Here’s to setting Fatima free! Alhamdulillah."

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released October 7, 2022

Piano, Lyrics & Vocals by Farah El Neihum
Drums by Cian Hanley
Bass by Lorcán O'Dwyer
Sound engineered by Adam McNamara
Co-Produced by Duane Gallagher & Farah El Neihum
Produced by Scott Tobin
Mastered by John Davis at Metropolis Studios

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